Thursday, March 31, 2016

Feelin (loved) 32

This and other birthdays in recent years have left me with a bittersweet feeling. The feeling of having such wonderful friends and being so loved but still feeling a void in not having a person that is 'my' person. Although I do not have that one person, I do have people that are 'my' people. People who have brought me into their homes, their tribes, their dinner tables, their good and bad, their special moments.

This year, many of those people showed up during birthday month so much that I was overwhelmed beyond words by a feeling of gratitude and great love. Some of those ways were:

Pizza and generosity with my longest local adult friends.

Brick Street Sweet Potato Cake in the park with Lacey!

Birthday month weekly treats arriving from Amazon (via a special aunt)
Who doesn't need a pasta-saurus or a Loch Ness ladle?!

Treats on treats from friends near and far.

An adventure to find a new waterfall and hammock!

A new book from mom and a lovely afternoon in the park.

Passover and Good Friday reflection and sweet memories.

Flowers on my doorstep! (twice)

Cards and notes from my friend's kids telling me why they like me : )

The birthday turtles. Arriving every year. 

A few other things like hikes and walks and best friend weddings and dancing and possibilities that I missed gathering photographic evidence of.

And...

The best this year, my very own song, tune written by our best friend Taylor Swift, lyrics inspired by my life and written by none other than the amazing Abby Moore Keith

No longer 30-fun. Here's to 32!
Full lyrics available here.

View video here! (picture above is a hoax)

Thanks to all who have loved and been there and bring me into your lives. 





Feelin 32 Lyrics and Video



It feels like a perfect night to put on our sweatpants
Watch some Netflix, uh uh uh uh
It feels like a perfect night to go to bed early
Fall asleep at seven uh uh uh uh
Yeah
We're paying bills and eating spinach at the same time
It's miserable and miserable oh yeah
Tonight's the night when we forget about receding hairlines, it's time uh oh

I don't know about you but I'm feeling 32
Everything will be alright, if I’m in my comfy shoes
I don't want a bud light, but I’ll take a home-brew
Everything will be alright, if we just keep dancing like we're 32, 32

It’s gonna be one of those nights
For ibuprofen, my joints are achin’ uh uh, uh uh
It’s gonna be one of those nights
You ditch the party scene, and end up sleeping, instead of drinking
Yeah
We can laugh and pull a muscle at the same time
It hurts but it’s hysterical oh yeah
We fall asleep after one glass of red wine, it’s time uh oh

I don't know about you but I'm feeling 32
Everything will be alright if I stay near the bathroom
I shouldn’t have another piece, but I really want to
Everything will be alright if we just keep dancing like we're 32 uh uh ah ah ah 32 uh uh uh

I don't know about you, 32 uh uh 32 uh uh

It feels like one of those nights
We do our taxes
It feels like one of those nights
We don’t know teen slang
It feels like one of those nights
Fries look like bad news but I can't have you, I can’t have you ohh, uh, yeah

I don't know about you but I'm feeling 32
Everything will be alright, I got a deal on shampoo
I’d watch Boy Meets World, but it’s not on Hulu
Everything will be alright if we just keep dancing like we're 32 uh uh, 32 uh uoh,

32 uh uh, yeah, 32 uh uhoo, yeah yeah
It feels like one of those nights uh uh
We ditch the home scene
It feels like one of those nights uh uh
We fly to Iceland
It feels like one of those nights uh uh
Hannah turns 32, she’s turning 32
Welcome to thirty-two

---
Abby Moore Keith
freelance writer

Tuesday, March 22, 2016

a list: Feeling (Thankful) 32

Some years for birthdays I make lists.

A few years ago I made these lists:

a list: 28 by 29

a list: 30 by 30

Both of which proved to be full of fun and adventure. Things to accomplish.

This year I turn 32 In two days to be exact. Doesn't seem like a big milestone year numerically. But seeings how 31 is coming to an end on a much higher upswing than it started, I am hopeful for 32. Perhaps it will go in to the best year ever categories like 24 and 29, we shall see.

I don't have any lists of fun things I must do concocted yet for the year, but I am thinking about making some. I function better when I have plans and goals and things to look forward to.

But for now I will write a list of 32 things I am currently thankful for:

1. JESUS. It's Holy Week. The dark and light of the week always gives me chills. It may look dreary and doubtful, but just wait. Sunday is coming!

2. A job that I love. Perhaps I only get to keep it for a season, perhaps I will retire from here, but for now I am thankful to be in a position that allows me to truly feel my gifting being utilized.

3. Dancing.

4. The past two (partly bittersweet) weekends spent marrying off two of my dearest friends.

5. A home in a proximity to work that allows me to not experience road rage ever.

6. Anticipation of the amazingness that will be the re-write of T Swift's Feeling 22 into Abby Moore Keith's Feeling 32 in honor of my 32nd birthday!

7. The spring and the blooms and the leaves and flowers and the birds chirping.

8. The cutest nieces and nephews.

9. My small group at church.

10. Getting a drop in visit with both Amanda and Lacey this week.

11. A heel that seems to be healing
*taking a break from running right when spring starts to try and heal my heel is not very ideal

12. A new book arriving in the mail today! Good job, mom : )

13. Birthday month goodies arriving each week from a pretty special aunt!

14. The anxious anticipation of things that may or may not ever happen.

15. Knowing things about myself that I didn't 7 years ago.

16. Family. (I need to plan a trip home soon!)

17. My fish Franklin. Still alive 3 years and 3 moves later! He's a champ!

18. My car. So practical and efficient. Is it bad to love my car that much?

19. Opportunities to serve.

20. The time to sit and write this.

21. An upcoming long weekend.

22. The month of April and it's lack of crazy.

23. Trying to buy a house and not buying a house but learning a lot about what level of adulting buying a house really is.

24. The number 24. I just like it a lot.

25. Volunteers and family partners at Habitat that make work a joy and delight to be a part of.

26. A dad who sends cute cards and notes and who has sent them for as long as I can remember.

27. Ice cream.

28. No longer having  a leak in my ceiling. It's been months since we fixed it, but I am certainly still very glad that it is no more.

29. Friends that are like family.

30. Lists.

31. The Gilmore Girls Reunion that is happening on Netflix.

32. Birthdays. Not just mine.

...and that's 32 with many more things I could list. I'm also thankful that stopping at 32 things I am thankful for is harder than thinking up 32 things...


Coming soon....the lyrics to Feeling 32, inspired my life and birthday and written by the one and only Abby Moore Keith!